Vent away. It saddens me to hear the situation you are facing, and I can imagine the frustration. I go there too..."I can be living better days if only"
I'm so glad to see the end result of your vent is that you are not giving up, that sounds like the you I've seen here. Praying for better days Shawn.
Nancy (53 at dx)
Metastatic SCC. Stage III. HPV positive with occult primary. N1, no ecs
7/1/11 - L-Selective neck dissection. Tonsillectomy. All clean. No rad, no chemo.
5/29/13 - Found primary
7/3/13 - TORS
7/8/13 - Emergency Surgery/Blood vessel burst in throat
8/9/13 - Peg in
9/3/13 - Radiation starts 30 IMRT, 60gy BOT, 56gy both sides of neck
10/14/13 - Radiation ended!
11/12/13 - PEG out!
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