Dear Scott
Glad you have joined the forum, you will find wonderful support and understanding here.
It is difficult to remain positive when you are feeling mentally and physically exhausted - the treatment seems to be a very high mountain on day one. I tried to focus on one day at a time and congratulated myself on doing well.
For me, the more information I had, the lesser the fear.
Please let us know how you are progressing,
Love and light from Helen