thank all you guys for all the good advice. It feels good to feel like somebody else gives a damn. Have recently discovered that my support system is just about NONEXISTANT.
If it does not measureably improve by Wed am I'm going to pack a bag before I go in for chemo, check my narrow butt in, and invite every doc in the building to give an opinion! Wish me luck till then.

SCC right tonsil Dx 14 Feb 03
No surg till Apr 03
Lip resection Sep 05 "frankenface"
Recurr Apr 10
2/3 tongue removed Jun 10
SPEECH/SWALLOW/DROOL challenges FUN!
Dec 10 Tumor @ nodes/larynx/cart artery growing
Erbitux Mar 11 Hyoid bone regrows!?
recur Dec 12
begin taxo chemo
10yrs-still kickin!