Thanks for the quick and helpful responses. I really need to hear these stories about enjoying life to at least some degree of what they had prior - it helps provide the hope to get through the current emotional low.

Maria - nice to hear from a caregiver and spouse and your comments.
Hockeydad - I skipped the cookout this year, but nice to hear you were able to enjoy normal holiday activities.

This is tough - appreciate the supportive comments.

J.