hi ed....
thank you....i am so sorry to hear about your mom. it must have been hard. i think this has been the most difficult time in my life. before this, i had never lost anyone close to me. my grandfather passed away 10 years ago, but i was only a teenager. so to see what my dad went through was very hard. he was real bad towards the end. he had punctured his ear drum, so when my mother would put in eardrops i would have to leave the room because i could feel her putting in the drops. he also had a g-tube and it got infected. so my mom would have to put some antibiotic cream on that, too. even when she did that i would leave because i could feel it. all he would do is pick. he had a sore on his lip that he would pick, too. i never thought i would see this day.
i know about the what ifs.....nut i guess since i just lost him, i'll be saying what if for a while.
i can't imagine how my mother feels. i feel for her. they were married for twenty something years!!! they got divorced and re married again!!! if they never got divorced they would've been together 31 years this year!!!
i think coming here has helped me a bit. being able to read about everyone else and others who have lost loved ones to this horrible disease....i am glad to find the support!!!!
thank you...