All of these wonderful people who posted help me a coup;e of months ago finish my treatment. Like you I was going to stop....they kept me going. It was ironic that after my dive trip to FIJI last year I knew my cancer had come back. I was getting hoarse and at depth I had some trouble breathing. It was my third recurrence and second radiation treatment.. I decided to take what ever pain meds I had to take to help me finish. The fentolynol patch, oxycodine,whatever you have to do to finish.
You will get to go back to your magical place with peace of mind that you gave it everything you have.
Good luck Steve Hurlock Evergreen Co

SCC of larynx,2/1/2011 surgery 16 times to remove papilloma on vocal cords,started TOMO rad treatment 4/11.2011 T2N0M0 possible invasion onto cartilage tissue Cancer back 6/2012. Polyp removed Came back spindle cell carcenoma 6/22/12