i cant take it anymore the side effects of chemo and radiation. My first cycle of treatment will end on Wednesday. I want to suspend the treatment there and then. I have had enough of the 2 months eating without taste and nausea. I am treated here in Portugal but i would really like to go back to Fiji now, i miss home so much. I know i have beeen treated because the swellings or lumps under my ear has disappeared. Can some one advise if its good to just suspend treatment and go home I need second opinion.