Audrey, welcome. We're here to help in any way we can. We all have our own coping (or non-) methods. Paul has made some excellent suggestions. Keeping busy is definitely a good way to make time pass. But be assured, you're on the right road. And you have a new family here now.

Courage!

David 2
SCC of occult origin 1/09 (age 55)| Stage III TXN1M0 | HPV 16+, non-smoker, moderate drinker | Modified radical neck dissection 3/09 | 31 days IMRT finished 6/09 | Hit 15 years all clear in 6/24 | Radiation Fibrosis Syndrome kicked in a few years after treatment and has been progressing since | Prostate cancer diagnosis 10/18