i feel your pain, i wondered how i could go on as well, since i was young when we got together and never really lived my life without him being there. It is very hard, keeping busy helps and having people around to bring u out of the blues. Family and friends will keep u going through those difficult times. my thoughts and prayers are with u.


CG to Joel 1st tumor flr of mouth 1998, 38 rad trmts 2nd tumor back of mouth/throat, rad neck, part remvl of jaw, soft palate rmvl, no chemo or rad, has a peg tube since dec 2011.Frmr smkr 25yrs ago, drinker, worked in HVAC indus 35yrs. 3rd dx on 6/20/12, hospice6/29/12, died July 17, 2012