Hi Kerri,I so understand. As a caregiver I worry at every little thing. We are coming up to the time post surgery (in months ) that Kris's reoccurrence occurred post radiation. Frankly I am terrified. Are we about to be hit again?
I'm sure this is normal behaviour for us all. You have done so well , despite many setbacks. Like Charm I'm sure your MRI will be all good.
Life just has to get better. Thinking of you,
Tammy

Caregiver/advocate to Husband Kris age 59@ diagnosis
DX Dec '10 SCC BOT T4aN2bM0 HPV+ve.Cisplatin x3 35 IMRT.
PET 6/11 clear.
R) level 2-4 neck dissection 8/1/11 to remove residual node - necrotic with NED
Feb '12 Ca back.. 3/8/12 total glossectomy/laryngectomy/bilat neck dissection/partial pharyngectomy etc. clear margins. All nodes negative for disease. PEG in.
March 2017 - 5 years disease free. Woohoo!