Mike what will help you to keep this in perspective is to remember everybody is different and will react in their own way. This goes for how they respond to treatment, medications, etc. Knowing everyone is different means some have it easy while others struggle.

Learn from what you read here and arm yourself with knowledge. When its over, come back and help others. By giving back you will find you concentrate on your own shortcomings alot less. It will help you feel productive.

Best wishes with your treatments.


Christine
SCC 6/15/07 L chk & by L molar both Stag I, age44
2x cispltn-35 IMRT end 9/27/07
-65 lbs in 2 mo, no caregvr
Clear PET 1/08
4/4/08 recur L chk Stag I
surg 4/16/08 clr marg
215 HBO dives
3/09 teeth out, trismus
7/2/09 recur, Stg IV
8/24/09 trach, ND, mandiblctmy
3wks medicly inducd coma
2 mo xtended hospital stay, ICU & burn unit
PICC line IV antibx 8 mo
10/4/10, 2/14/11 reconst surg
OC 3x in 3 years
very happy to be alive smile