Su and Janet,
Thanks for such inspiration. It's been a long haul for us, also and Su I know all about the crying to yourself. Everyday I would walk my dog around the paths here in Columbia, MD, and cry out to God to please heal Dan completely. As I met people in the chemo/rad dept. (patients and docs and nurses), my list got longer. And now with all the people in our church and on this board, I have to walk over a half an hour just to have time to pray for everyone!! That part of it all has been awesome because it made me think of others as much as my hubby and our situation. I got laid off from my job that I had for 8 years the 3rd week of Dan's chemo/rad treatments. I knew 6 months ago about the layoff and was so not happy and trying to wonder why this had to happen...boy, what great timing. I couldn't have worked and taken care of Dan at the same time, so again God had the whole plan worked out...looking back I can see how some things were meant to happen. I try to not ask the why questions...but more about what I can learn or who I can help after going thru this. Your post gives me so much hope...
God bless,
Debbie