Paula

no apologies necessary. You are a super woman to persevere through such trauma. I get just going about one's business.
The first months with feeding tube, when I had to use the gravity drip bag because I couldn't take the bolus syringe rate of feeding, I would carry my folding tube pole into resturants, set it up, pour Jevity into the bag, hang the bag up on the top hook and then connect to my tube. since the pole is six feet tall, it really stood out in the entire restaurant but we were travelling and my wife had to eat somewhere.
Hang in there, You are a great example of how we can overcome anything. We're glad to have you here at OCF
Charm