Thanks so much, Anne-Marie! You're sweet for remember when I first joined, I have desperately been looking for a sign, and you're right, the letter is far better than anything I can imagine. A good friend of mine said she got a visit from her the other day though haha and she told her it's not her style to come as a butterfly, she is more of a grass person I had a dream about her a month ago, first one I've had about her since she passed, it was the first night I was staying in a town on Cape Cod where we vacationed as a child and shared many important memories. She let me cry with her, mourn with her, in a way I'm unable to do with anyone else, in a way I could only do with her. I really needed it. Though I wish I could have it every night, though I was so comforted by it, it also made me miss her so much more.

I like your idea of having some of her friends come to the house to help go through her things and share stories. We haven't had everyone together since her funeral, so it might be nice.