Stephen

Welcome to OCF. yeah, recurrence is terrifying. Been there, done that. You are right that this is the place to find people who truly understand what you are going through. Feel free to post your thoughts, anxiety, fears, etc here.
I don't think any of us ever get over the fear that the everpresent threat of the cancer coming back poses.
But its all part of the new normal.
Keep the Faith
Charm


65 yr Old Frack
Stage IV BOT T3N2M0 HPV 16+
2007:72GY IMRT(40) 8 ERBITUX No PEG
2008:CANCER BACK Salvage Surgery
25GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin
Apaghia /G button
2012: CANCER BACK -left tonsilar fossa
40GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin

Passed away 4-29-13