 "Above & Beyond" Member (500+ posts)
Joined: Oct 2011 Posts: 805 | I hate the freaking new normal!!! Sorry, really struggling today with the fear. I know it's partly because of the PET coming up and it's partly because I am reading so much about recurrence. I WANT to get old with Kevin. I can't even think about being without him. Holy crap I'm a mess today....
Sorry, wrong forum for this, it's just this post and BOT....sigh.
Please keep in touch!! Sorry to melt down there for a minute.
Kathy
Kathy wife/caregiver to:
Kevin age:53
Dx 7/15/11
HPV16+ SCC Stage IV BOT/R
Non smoker, casual drinker
7/27/11 Cistplatin, taxotere,5FU 2/3week sessions, followed by IMRT 125cgy x 60 (2x daily) w/Erbitux weekly. Last rad 10/26/11. Last Erbitux 10/27/11
PEG placed 9/1/11 Removed 11/8/11
Clear PET 10/12 and 10/13 and ct in 6/14
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