Christine, I know how hard this is and no words make it easier. If you can, try to let the bad moods and anger slide off and make the most of every minute. The progression really changed Jim too. I had to keep reminding myself in those moments that it wasn't him treating me that way it's the disease....much easier said than done, I know, but I sure wish I could have a do-over on some of my reactions. Thinking about you!