As you can see from the signiture below hubbie has been through a whole lot in the last year. We are at the cross roads where they are saying he is incurable. His last treatment of cyberknife has really brought his health to a low point and Im just affraid his body can't take anymore. At first he wanted to refuse it. Then I started thinking, he is fine from the chest down and the nose up. His blood work is good. He is only 53 years old. I would feel so bad if he decided to take chemo and something happens to him. He has been offered Erbitux this time around from his oncolgist. Also seeing a second Dr in Los Angeles to see if he qualifies for a trial. Just trying to hang in there. Looking for some advise....