Thanks David,
Didn't mean to sound so blue. I alternate between happy, singing, feeling great and acting silly to having a couple of down days. The down days are when I focus too much on cancer. I start getting scared of my next PET (Jan 16), worried about recurrance and all the other stuff that goes with cancer.

Lately after each doctors appointment, I start shaking uncontrollably for about 20 minutes. It's the wierdest thing -teeth chattering & shaking. I feel fine at the appointments-calm, but as soon as I walk out it starts. It makes me laugh.

Angie