Q. Does the fear/anxiety ever subside
A. Nope. You just learn to deal with it better or else get professional help. (see my thread on psycho-oncology)

Of course, the OCF forum is one of the best ways to deal with it.

Keep the Faith
Charm


65 yr Old Frack
Stage IV BOT T3N2M0 HPV 16+
2007:72GY IMRT(40) 8 ERBITUX No PEG
2008:CANCER BACK Salvage Surgery
25GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin
Apaghia /G button
2012: CANCER BACK -left tonsilar fossa
40GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin

Passed away 4-29-13