You have a great attitude Eric, and after everything you've been through, I admire that in you. I try really hard and succeed most of the time, but obviously for me the fear is always there, not always apparent, but it comes up and bites me in the ass when my breaking point is reached. I know I need to not let it get to this point because it accomplishes nothing. I just need to understand that the treatment we had has long lasting effects(interesting article Charm posted). Thanks for the words of wisdom.

Kelley

SCC tonsil(left) with contralateral mets. Modified right neck disection August, 2002. 33 rads(62 gy)both sides of neck and 3 cycles cisplatin completed October 25, 2002. 34 yo at time of diagnosis