Hi all!

Sorry for the quietness on my part. Two weeks back, my mom's ear pain got so worse that she had to be admitted in the hospital. They are giving her morphine injs.to control her pain. They at first thought it is some kind of nerve pain, but last sat., they did 2nd bipsy and it came as positive of squampus cell carcinoma. now it is in the middle of her tongue and it might be spreading to the bottom also. The drs in india are still debating about the surgery as it no longer in the edge.
I don't know what their decision going to be.
Thank you christine, for sharing your experience, when I read all your experiences I kind of ok, otherwise I had almost become suicidal. The thing is I am overcome with guilt as two months back, when my mom was fine I told her to drink aloe vera juice to boost her immunity system. After two days, she got thraot pain and after seven days of drinking aloe vera juice, she got the lump on her tongue. Although she stopped after seven days, the pain in her ear started and since then has steadily gone worse. My mom blames me for her condition and I am overcome with guilt.

thank you all for being with me, all of you.

swati(sue)