Jason is an Aloe based cream that was recommended by my RO, it is not a script. It's got some fancy schmancy dots over the "O" in it's spelling...but I just call it Jason cream because I'm a hick from Idaho.
In respects to staying positive I'd like to share a quote, it's one of my favorites from one of the wisest beings in the whole universe. "Do or do not...there is no try." -Master Yoda
You got this girl and you're doing the smart thing by getting help...as they used to say on In Living Colour...You GO girl! snap! Sorry, I just channeled Damon Wayans and David Allen Greer's "Men on Film" characters. Just remember to breath and take it as it comes, I do that every day and it's gotten me through to this point.
Keep your chin up, you've got this

Eric