Well I put Beeg down Saturday, had an apt 1145am but when I got up, he was lying by the door to go downstairs to the outside back door and wasn't even moving...I told Ron I had to do it earlier, that I don't think he would make it til the apt time. So I left the vet a message that I would be in @ 9. His eyes had started to cloud over...how fast death comes sometimes. I left Ron with our grandson watching a movie and took my other dog Dakota with me for support, she is my rock and made me feel better cuz she was with me and made me laugh cuz she is a big sissy dog when she goes to the vets office even though she is a Pitbull. Her damn jaw was chattering so bad and with her jowels making a funny sound made me and the receptionist crack up. Sissy azz dog! We said our goodbyes before I took him and he had no idea what was going on. Our vet is a great guy, 35+ yrs going to him. He gives them 2 shots, one to put them to sleep so not to fear death and the final shot...I'm sorry but really why do us humans have to suffer? Today I went to a flower nursery, Ron wanted me to buy 2 Clematis plants since the one we had died and that was for his cousing when she passed. He wanted a white one and another purple and I got them both. Also I bought a stone, it was for pets that passed. It says "Our Pets lead us from patience to love and then to loss but it is always a journey worth taking" and it has a human hand and a dogs paw in it like shaking hands. Ron wanted Biagio's name on the back so I put that on it with his birthdate and to rest date on it in permanent marker. Yesterday after 16 yrs of having his dog pen in the kitchen, I have an open corner...but I do feel better I am not worrying about him all night long, I was able to sleep better last night. Firt time all week. Also I had a Pomerianian that lived to be 17 too julieann! I was hoping Beeg would live to 18 and outlive her! Now he has her and my other dog Shaianne that he grew up with to go run and play! They are now playing without pain. Thanks everybody for making me feel better! XXOO

CG to Ron
Out of Pain 4/3/13
4/12-lung and under chin growth no treatment
1/13/12 lung biopsy
6/11 recur 6/30 resection #2 Clear margins
Clear 12/10
Surg 5/13/10 neck dis/nodes part gloss/flap R thigh all teeth out
RAD 30 8/10
DX 4/2/10 "Oral Cavity" T3NOMO
12/28/07 Non Hodg Lymph remission 7/08
passed away 4.3.15, RIP Ron, you are greatly missed