It's such a pain in the ass to eat, I'm with ya. I LOVE food, I LOVE to cook...but I fn hate eating anymore. It bums me out when I try because I loved eating so much and its so fricken hard to eat now. All those years of starving as a wrestler I have a special appreciation for good tasting food...I think that's why my wife owns a restaurant and is an amazing cook. Talk about torture.

Now the lions share of my calories are from ensure and protein blends...a lot of them trying to gain and maintain muscle. It's so hard to keep weight on and there's no possible way to maintain my weight through solids, I literally can't eat that much. So frustrating trying to gain weight back.