Linda, new to this forum but following you from a distance. Such great fighters.
May you offer every day of your new life as a renewed tribute to your Carol: your love will shine again in any extra effort as a reiterated act of courage and respect to her. Give her a smile a day.
You shared moments of empathy until the last night: my deepest respect, sympathy and thoughts to those who have to survive their big love.
Lulu

"The middle of the night is the beginning of a new day"
L. Da Vinci