That's great to hear, Michelle. I found the first 6 months of recovery just as hard and in fact in some ways harder than the radiation period itself. The dark thoughts are unavoidable. You're dealing with them the best way, I think, just letting them be... and letting them go.
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SCC of occult origin 1/09 (age 55)| Stage III TXN1M0 | HPV 16+, non-smoker, moderate drinker | Modified radical neck dissection 3/09 | 31 days IMRT finished 6/09 | Hit 15 years all clear in 6/24 | Radiation Fibrosis Syndrome kicked in a few years after treatment and has been progressing since | Prostate cancer diagnosis 10/18