Yes, you're right. Patience. Patience. Last night, toward early morn, I did feel a slight abatement in the secretions, both in texture and amount, and woke with a slightly drier mouth. I jumped out of bed, quite happy for the small step. I just have to let the demon thoughts go, like I am dying, I am not getting better because the cancer is still here. Let those thoughts go. Patience. I just started week three of recovery. Some of you and the docs say this week could bring noticeable improvement. Patience! -Michelle


SCC left tonsil, stage IV, HPV+, metastatic to one lymph node. Biopsy 12/23/10; tonsillectomy 1/13/11; DX 1/25/11; Peg in 1/28/11. Peg out 6/29. TX 1/31/11-3/21/11: 35 IMRT plus 3 Cisplatin. Pet-Scan 6/20/11 = CLEAR! Three years out, learning to live with the long-term side effects of radiation while reminding myself to feel blessed.