My heart truly goes out to you, you wonderful Bloop. Your experience makes mine look like a walk in the park and even at this stage you are STILL reaching out and giving true hope-probably the greatest gift one human being can give another. May you live, truly live each day until you pass and may God bless you and keep you in the palm of his hand next to his heart.
I'm sobbing right now...for you, me, the whole lot of us that inevitably will go back home, but mostly for the Strength you have exhibited-of mind, body, and MOSTLY, spirit.
Love to you, my friend.
Gordon