My dear friend Donna!!! How I wish I could make all your fears disappear. Im so sorry that you are struggling right now. I wish with all my heart and soul that there is nothing wrong but a troubled minds playing its tricks. Im glad you have posted this. Its not good to keep it all bottled up inside. We get you!!! Every single one of us fellow cancer patients know your fears all too well. Please do not forget how many true friends you have here.

I will keep you in my prayers. Be well!!!!


Christine
SCC 6/15/07 L chk & by L molar both Stag I, age44
2x cispltn-35 IMRT end 9/27/07
-65 lbs in 2 mo, no caregvr
Clear PET 1/08
4/4/08 recur L chk Stag I
surg 4/16/08 clr marg
215 HBO dives
3/09 teeth out, trismus
7/2/09 recur, Stg IV
8/24/09 trach, ND, mandiblctmy
3wks medicly inducd coma
2 mo xtended hospital stay, ICU & burn unit
PICC line IV antibx 8 mo
10/4/10, 2/14/11 reconst surg
OC 3x in 3 years
very happy to be alive smile