ok, i also haven't really been keeping up because I also have been under the weather and i was scared is all i wall say right now but omg, i have never met you either and only being on here for a short time, but i did a search to find out how you were doing...and did NOT expect that! I am soooo sorry...and please like they all said get another opinion or 10!there are way too m any stories i hear and just heard another one yesterday at the pharmacy about somebody being given months to live and they are still here 8 years later was the one told to me yesterday. So please stay positive, get some ass kickin boots on and please stay strong and fight this and hell ya go on that cruise! i'd join ya if i had the money...hell i'm sure everybody here would love to join ya, what a great idea! for of course anybody who can afford it. man I wish my ex retired, so i got his half of his pension already!

God Bless you and I will say a prayer for you also