Well, I made an update in the after treatment section about my situation because I thought I was done.

I am not. It sucks, I am pissed, and pretty much facing this alone with 2 parents that are psychotic over the thought of losing me because my only sibling was killed 6 years ago and neither of us had any kids.

Is it too much for me to ask to outlive my parents? I think that that is a reasonable request from life. Either way, I am on tumor #3. At least this one is not in my tongue like the other 2 because if it was I don't think they could do anything for me. This one is in my lymph system. It sucks. I don't feel upbeat or thrilled about the new year if all it means is more pain and surgery. I want to go back to 2009 when life was different. Oh well.