Thank you Christine, You're like a rock and I appreciate all of the advice and inspiration that you pass my way. I'm just in the angry stage right now I suppose and Mike is as well. THese are not easy words to hear. He's so young!!!! Mike is in great shape and has the will of a bull so if anyone could get through this, it would be Mike. I just want some hope and am going to look for it at Hopkins. I have to feel like we've done everything we can and hope that Mike doesn't end up being one of those people that this cancer takes quickly. We're not ready.