Last night was HARD. He spend a few hours brooding and I let him be. I eventually went into his room/office and just sat beside him and talked a bit. I told him to enjoy this time free from treatment. Especially since he's pretty much recovered from the last lung surgery and is feeling good. He said he so desperately wanted to welcome the new year cancer free, and was mourning that lost wish. It's hard to keep his spirits up when I'm at work 9 hours out of the day, but I will get him planning our road trip and hopefully keep his mind busy as much as possible.
Thanks everyone for your thoughts/prayers/wishes for us.