Suz,

Just want to let you know that my heart goes out to you. My ex-hubby was also my very best friend in the world, and I lost him last Oct to liver cancer resulting from Hep C.

I'm hoping (should be sure) that the MDs will give your ex the pain meds he needs and that you will be able to have some enjoyable times together. All you can do is live each day... and as if nothing is wrong is totally fine, at some point that will likely change. Am sure you are living as best you can and that is all anyone could want or expect.

Glad to see you here where you can find support and understanding

Dodie