Thanks everyone; I'm having a very hard time, partially I'm exhausted, but mostly scared. I dread having to leave him and go back to work tomorrow, but as he tells me all the time "you go do your job and I'll do cancer until you get home, then we'll both do cancer". Looks like we'll be taking another trip in a few weeks - this time to New Orleans for an airboat ride. I'm hoping this trip will be better. Jim seems to be doing a little better, but continues to cough up blood. I wonder if this is going to be the new normal...coughing and such; I'll touch base with his Dr. in the morning and see what she says....thanks to my OCF family for letting me pour my heart out to y'all. You're the only ones that I have to talk to about this.

Hugs,
Paula