Nate, take a deep breath and let it out slowly. You've got a problem but you're getting help and good advice. Your doctors will get you through this.

We've all sat there and heard the diagnosis of cancer so we all know exactly how you're feeling - alone, terrified, thinking that your life is over. But it's not, I guarantee it.

Read Christine's post again - she's a veteran warrior here and although I don't know her personally I know she's a great resource.

Keep us all posted. Read everything you can. We're here to help.

David 2

David 2
SCC of occult origin 1/09 (age 55)| Stage III TXN1M0 | HPV 16+, non-smoker, moderate drinker | Modified radical neck dissection 3/09 | 31 days IMRT finished 6/09 | Hit 15 years all clear in 6/24 | Radiation Fibrosis Syndrome kicked in a few years after treatment and has been progressing since | Prostate cancer diagnosis 10/18