Thank you so much Sharon, I swear I was having anxiety attacks that I was in a fake forum where no one would ever reply to me. I dont know what to expect tomorrow, my mom said the social worker had our goldcard going as planned and my appointment is tomorrow. I have no idea what to expect and need some calming down. I literally have to psyche myself out to eat anything, I am glad I found this site, a friend located it for me after he saw how fast my mental state was spiriling. I need you guys so bad right now!