So, I had the excisional biopsy today and pretty much freakin out. This morning my gyno called and said my pap was normal but I tested positive for one of the high risk strains of HPV. I got that phone call right before I went to oral surgeon. Needless to say I'm emotionally spent. Even if he removed that one spot I know that it's very likely to return. I'm looking up from rock bottom right now. After the procedure I asked the dr if it looked very suspicious. He stated that it looked suspicious. I have no reason to have leukioplakia. I'm seriously back to freaking out every other minute. If I'm having my oral cavity change due to a high risk strain of HPV...this will be going on until it eventually turns into cancer. I have white ares all over my tonsillar pillars due to removal of my tonsils. I'm now thinking thats precancerous changes. It feels like this is the end of the world...literally.