Welcome aboard. So sorry. As far as your concern to being the Puke queen again..........It was my experience the Cisplatin did not cause too mcuh nausea - nothing that the Emend could not control. You have already been through so much. My grandson had a bone marrow transplant and I saw first had how excrutiating GVHD could be. I am so sorry you have to deal with cancer again. Good luck.