Hi. I am 47 yrs old and I was diagnosed with SCC on 12/15/09 after having a lump removed from the right side of my neck on 12/10/09. PET scan showed occult primary. Subsequent surgery on 12/29 revealed primary in right tonsil - tonsils were removed. I am now healing from the tonsilectomy and scheduled for PEG surgery 1/29/10. I have a dental exam on Monday and if I get the all-clear, will probably start treatment early February.

I have read many blogs, performed hundreds of google searches, and have an idea of what to expect, although I realize experiences are different for each cancer patient. I am very scared, dazed and feel like I'm waiting for 'the other shoe to drop.' However, as a recovering alcholic, sober 17 years, I am prepared to do whatever is necessary to battle this thing! My husband of 25 years and my parents and close friends are rallying to my support so, despite the cancer, I still feel as though I am very blessed. Any advice on concurrent cisplatin/radiation is most welcome. As I stated earlier, as a recovering alcholic and member of AA, I know how powerful communication from those who traveled the same road is. Thanks for any help, advice, or encouragement you can provide. I am going to need you all so much in the coming months!