Jenka,
Sometimes you need the anger to fight back at this battle with cancer. I used that thought when I was up late at night batting away at the fear that would start creeping into my thoughts. Be angry if it makes you fight harder. It is a tough battle to be in. Peace from the fear lies deeper in your being. It is a tiny thought in the beginning of this fight, but the hope is always there that we'll win this battle! Good luck to you in 2010 - Kris


SCC Stage IV left tonsil neck disection 3/02 radiation finished 6/02 chemo finished 9/02
Stage 2A left breast cancer 3/09, chemo and radiation, finished treatment 2/7/10 -Stage 2 right beast cancer 10/14 chemo and radiation
Every day is still a gift :-)