Stuff like that makes me angry, along with "think positive". It is a possibility, but a very limited one. It is easy to let go, except this sh/t is gnawing at you day and night, and even when you are distracted and let go for a moment, there is always something that thrusts you right back in. You can't let go when the clock is ticking. At least I can't. I'm trying though.

Here's to a much better 2010!

38 yo@dx, female, non-smoker, non-drinker, SCC right lateral tongue. T2N2aMx stage IVa; 1/20/09 bilateral neck dissection, hemiglossectomy, micromets in 2 right nodes, left all clear. 33xIMRT + 3 cisplatins. Tx completed 5/08/09. PET scan 7/29/09 clear, 5/26/10 clear, chest x-ray 5/23/11 clear