Thanks Charm. I have 1 pill left and I've vowed I will not take it. It was tempting to take it today, my sisters memorial service. I got by with compazine and clonazepam...barely. Right after the reception I had to fill up with gas and puked all over the parking lot.

I'm sure it'll be over within the next day or so and that one pill will put me back days. So I say "f" it and push through...still waiving the fingers in the air. But I do admit I feel like hell.

Thanks Charm though for allowing me to take a reprieve...if someone doesn't do it for me I doubt I'd do it myself.