i have had pain from my left eye all the way to my neck for a week and just Sat I noticed red patches/leasions on back/sides of left side of tongue..have used (and quit...and restarted...and quit...)snuff and alcohol all my adult life (I am 45r old male) and am scared to death....I saw a Doc today and have CT and ENT scheduled but of course it will all be done over the holiday...any good forums/sites to help me get thru the week until the results are in...sadly I tend to focus on the negative and am looking for some positive energy. You all participating on this site are angels in my mind!