Come on over. They would love you.
In all seriousness, I am scared to death. Everytime my throat starts hurting or my neck or my ear, I just get petrified that this junk is back. I do not know how to handle all of this. I am not good at dealing with the unknown. I can only hide my fear from people for so long and pretend that I am okay. When in reality I am so not okay.(bad grammar, owell, I am a math teacher anyway and special ed one at that) I love my job and can stand that thought that I may have to be gone for awhile because of some stupid cancer crap. I used to never cus, but i have been cussing like you wouldn't believe the last few weeks. I think it a way to get rid of some the crap that I am feeling right now. Anyway, thanks for letting me vent all this. I really do not know how you all stay so strong. I just want my life back, I hate this "new normal."