Thanks for all of your opinions and support. I know that you all may think I am playing with my life here, but I have yet to decide if I will wait the four weeks or not. I have tonight to continue thinking about it. I know my husband and I continue to talk about it, and I keep thinking why don't we go ahead and take it out. On the other hand, I hate to have surgery that is unneccessary. The one thing that has me more worried than not is that my jaw has begun to hurt when I open my mouth to eat. I will probably call him this week and see when we can do the biopsy. I just hate to feel like I am worried over nothing. I feel like I am the only one who has ever had problems making decisions like that.
I also can not stop thinking about what I need to do at school, and what ifing myself crazy. UGH


Angelia
31 at Dx.
DX: 4/30/09, 10/21/09 SCC on floor of mouth,
T1NOMO, T2N1M0
TX: 39 IMRT, 8 cisplatin 11/30/09
PET/CT: 11/03/09: Lymph node involvement
PEG/PORT: 11/09
TX end: 02/01/10
PET Scan: 04/05/10 clear
PEG Out: 06/21/10
Biopsy: 12/23/10: fibrosis
HBO: 01/04/11 - ORN
Baby girl born 11-30-12