I made an appointment with the shrink I was seeing again. She held me together when my blood pressure dropped low and my fluids were low. But my best experience with doctors came from her just calling me the other day and for no other reason but to see how I was doing. That is what made want to see her again before I get too far away from all of this.
I am going to start work tomorrow. Insurance gave me another week but I need to see people and do something. I hope this will lift my spirits. I am going to let the acupuncture doc finish these treatments. Then wait and research for a second acupuncture professional. Get a second opinion.

Thanks again to all of you.