Lottie,

I agree with a lot of what everyone is saying here. As a patient one of the worst things, in my opinion, was being treated differently. I HATED it. When I walked in the room it was like "oh..the cancer patient is here. Poor Suzanne..." it made me feel terrible. On that note, I agree with Ginny.

We have all been forced to go through our "c files" and no doubt we read those pathology reports and it all comes flodding back. I say, read them again, cry, fax whatever you need to fax (that's why we go to these darn things most of the time) and put it away.

The treatment part is almost easier in some ways because you are on auto pilot. You do what you have to do to. Now, it's over and you have time to think about what you went through. It will get easier and we are here for you for the walk:)

xoxo