Angeleia:
Thanks for posting your feelings. I've been hesitate to voice my worries, but you've made it seem a lot easier.

You, all of us, have been through a lot physically and emotionally, so accept those down days. Having friends who have had the same experiences really helps to lift your spirts.
I'm glad you came here.

It might also be nice to look for a support group locally. Here in VA, we have a support orgization which has all different types of classes. I'm thinking about signing up for some so that I can meet other cancer survivors. You may want to look into that also.

Congratulations on your clear 7/9 Pet Scan. Try not to worry for awhile. Please continue to share when you need to...
Sandyst